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Wednesday, December 31, 2008


christian angelo

born december 28th, 2008 and i am in love with him already.
when we visited, his parents announced that they would bestow upon my the honor of being his godmother. i'm so excited, overwhelmed and ridiculously happy.
i have no idea what to do but be a good role model, take care of and love him with all my heart.
ISN'T HE THE CUTEST?!
i'm sure he'll be quite the lady killer when he grows up though... whoa, getting quite ahead of myself~! sorry, i'm busting full with love and sappiness, and complete & utter joy c:



with every step you take
Sunday, December 28, 2008

1. What’s your name?
deborah maria rebecca mozo hernandez
commonly known as the spaniard, debbie

2. What is your favorite thing to wear?
DRESSES. green things. trenchcoats? my instrument (hahah wot?)

3. Last thing you ate?
timbits, actually.

4. One place you will NEVER eat at?
a place that only serves spicy food *grimace*

5. I say Shotgun, you say:
DIBS. on shotgun, my fave place to ride.

6. Last person you hugged?
my sister ^-^

7. Does anyone you know wanna date you?
not that i'm aware of no'm

8. Would you date anyone you met online?
nevar

9. Name something you like physically about yourself:
my skin tone. i'd rather be pale than tan (i think i'd look terrible dark :C)

10. The last place you went out to dinner to?
maki maki

11. Who is your best friend?
i have more than 1, sozzzz

12. What time of the day is it?
approximately half past 8 pm?

13. Who/What made you angry today?
myself for my inability to memorize my music

14. Baseball or Football?
baseball, whoo japan!

15. Ever gone skinny dipping?
no, but i want to? bahahahahah

16. Favorite type of Food?
japanese. french. but i hate foie gras :C i li

17. Favorite holiday:
christmas, jesus is born, ya?

18. Do you download music:
not anymore, i haven't synced my library in like... 5 months?!

19. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
yeah ahahahahah
i'm picky like dat

20. Opinion of Chinese symbol tattoos?
cliched, overdone

21. Would you date the person that posted this?
i already am, aren't WE nkechi?

22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
mayb

23. Do you love anyone?
of course

24. Are colored contact lenses sexy?
sexy? no.

25. Have you ever bungee jumped?
i'd like to

26. Have you ever gone white-water rafting?
i wanna

27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
ew. yup.

27. How many pets do you have?
several dead fish, 1 dead dog and 2 dead lovebirds

29. Have you met a real redneck?
YESS i hate em

30. How is the weather right now?
windstorm much!

31. What are you listening to right now?
sibs playing wiimusic

32. What is your current favorite song?
merry happy - kate nash

33. What was the last movie you watched?
quantum of solace

34. Do you wear contacts?
don't plan on it

35. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
tim horton's

36. What are you afraid of?
dying alone

37. How many piercings have you had?
1 on each ear

38. What piercings do you want?
the ones i have?

39. What’s one thing you’ve learned this year?
lots of zebra facts :|
thank you, pointless science projec

40. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
double chocolate chip frappe, hahaha switching with yg

41. What Magazines are you reading?
oprah bahahahhaha

42. Have you ever fired a gun:
in a game!

43. Are you missing someone?
T___T

44. Favourite TV show?
6teen, freaks & geeks, lives of the saints, sailor moon.
i don't watch tv that much since.. 2 years ago

45. Do you have an obession with WoW?
wtf is that?

47. Has anyone said you look like a celebrity?
hahah, yeah, some chinese singer or w/e

47. What celeb do you look like?
harry potter, idk. (i wish!)

48. Who would you like to see right now?


49. Favorite movie of all time?
pride & prejudice
hahaha, what a sap!

50. Do you find yourself loved?
luckily

51. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren’t suppose to?
:C

52. Favorite smell?
green tea.. vanilla.. freshly mowed grass... snow.. ice.. wood.. my violin.. my mom's perfume.. and babies

53. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?
white cheese, or was that white cheddar?

54. What’s something that really bugs you?
spoiled rich kids.

55. Do you like Michael Jackson?
IDOL

56. Taco Bell or Burger King?
i haven't eaten at taco bell before and not at burger king for 3 years or something

57. What’s your favorite perfume?
my shampoo! if that counts
for guys, drakkar noir

58. Favorite baseball team?
hanshin tigers, just because. even though i don't watch japanese baseball. or any baseball for that matter.

59. Ever call a 1-900 phone number?
no

60. What’s the longest time you’ve gone without sleep?
forgot

61. Last time you went bowling?
HNM TRIP was da bomb.
idk when

62. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
in a tree

63. Who was your last phone call?
nkechi 2 seconds ago!

64. Last time you were at work?
i am unemployed, sadly

64. What is the closest orange object near you?
big birds feet


where water falls free to the sea
Sunday, December 21, 2008

i'm so relieved that it's finally the holidays. this past week has just been one long day after another with no end, since i haven't been sleeping until after 2:30 AM. for every night. it's a bit crazy for someone who's used to sleeping before midnight at least :|
also, it's been an emotional rollercoaster of sorts. but i'm really happy since i got close to all these different people. it made me know them a little better and although it's kind of late in the semester, it's better than never right? it's never worse to have more people with you, on your side.
at last, it's a right step in a better direction. hopefully, it'll make a difference in the grand scheme of 2009.

on the other hand, i'm really growing distant from the old crew, especially since i've realized they aren't that perfect. everyone has issues and we don't really click, but that's just fine with me. i'll simply have to find new people starting next semester. hopefully, it won't be too hard.

so this time around i'll be devoting myself to 3 things: friends, family & violin (not necessarily in that order though). i'll also try to catch up with my sleep and be productive! i know that once it's time to go back to school that week we come back will be super jam packed seeing as how i didn't bring anything home for the holidays. i have 3 CTs due the week i come back, but we'll deal with that when the time comes. meanwhile, i wholeheartedly, 150% deserve this break.

i haven't had too much of the holiday plans mapped out but i know for sure that a lot of it will have to be dedicated to music (memorization, practicing & such). on monday though, i'll be going to ryerson with mon oncle and possibly nkechi. so we're gonna go eaton centre hopping, and afterwards, ice skating at nathan phillips square. WEWT C:
weather permitting obviously.
i wonder how much money i should bring?

oh fiddlesticks. it's snowing again. or perhaps blizzarding would be a more appropriate word.

well, i don't have too much to say since i've started writing in my real journal again. it's great therapy c:
and for agents participating in operation: holiday cheer, we need to get together and actually do the mission before the deadline, which is 12/25/08. three way conference soontimes!
oh yeah, i just wanted to say thanks to everyone who gave me their presents already. you really didn't need to get me anything, the fact that you're my friend is enough for me. nevertheless, thank you. i love you c:
some people still have to come and pick theirs up, do it soon before christmas rolls around!

wow, it stopped snowing. guess it'll be on & off today!

what must be done

1. english CT
  • research notes
  • bristol boards
  • oral presentation
2. science CT
  • part a: chart
3. mini christmas to-do
  • buy presents
  • wrap presents
  • make goodies for other special people ♥
  • plan what to do for friday
  • clothes shopping for christmas parties
  • operation holiday cheer: skating, gingerbread homes, carolling, music video with y, n & ?
4. memorize songs/scales/studies for violin exam
5. practice songs/scales/studies for violin exam
6. achieve vibrato
7. chapters visit
8. visit heartland h&m
9. monday, dec. 22
  • ryerson univ.
  • eaton centre hopping
  • nathan phillips square skating




credits: art by kitsche
new layout by doughnutcrazy c:



no different than you
Monday, December 15, 2008

what do you do
when you think someone you love
hates you?


down on my knees
Sunday, December 14, 2008


OLD what must be done
  1. business marketing challenge report - half of a CT
  2. english short story essay - CT
  3. science ecology - CT
  4. part a: chart
  5. part b: slideshow
  6. part c: pamphlet
  7. memorize songs/scales/studies for violin exam
  8. practice songs/scales/studies for violin exam
  9. chapters visit
  10. visit heartland h&m
i said i'd be back after i'd finished 2-3 things from the list, and so i have.
a lot has happened since i put that up, and it'll take way too long to sum it all up, so i'll just answer the question most people will probably asking the next time they see me face to face anytime soon: "why is there a bandage on your head?"
answer: it was bleeding.
"why?"
answer: my brother closed the trunk on my head.
also, i'm keeping it on for a loooong time since it kind of looks gross/an eyesore. and i don't want a scar on my head, so i'm gonna wait for it to completely heal.

spent all this weekend working on my CTs. i'm an idiot so i ended up paying $40+ at fedex kinko's in order to print my brochure for the science CT. and it's all messed up/unaligned. and there's grammatical errors on the cover. AND i had to design it myself -____-
today, i worked a bit more on my english CT and then attended y's recital after much wheeling & dealing. had fun, ate too much at caffe demetre. s'all good.
i ordered this heavenly crepe dessert named "a sweetcar called devine." whatever that means!
alsovmet some new acquaintances of y's who invited me to their coffeehouse party next friday where y will be singing again.
i wanna see her skillz, so i hope i'll be able to go C:

i'm also kind of surprised that i'm sort of successful on polyvore. actually got so far as 3rd place, and am pretty darn spanking proud of myself. i mean, i'm no fashion conoisseur, but i'm glad people actually like what i create. now for that blasted 16 facts that n tagged me in!

sixteen facts about debbie hernandez
  • frequently wish i was a boy
  • i don't think we can ever truly call ourselves "civilized, intelligent creatures" a.k.a. humans if music had never been discovered
  • a really fast learner with everything except math
  • wish i had more money to pursue other hobbies i think i'd really excel in (such as fencing, horseback riding & skiing)
  • i think i'm the most down-to-earth person out of all my friends
  • has really low self-esteem
  • people think i'm quiet just because i'm shy but most of it's because i don't wanna say the wrong thing or pull a wrong move
  • often feels like i don't really belong in this century/generation
  • hates elitists
  • don't wanna be living in mississauga and will move out as soon as i can
  • wish i had a gay friend (guy), not a boyfriend! c:
  • i don't know what i'll be doing after high school
  • find myself caring less and less about people, issues, and things that used to matter so much to me before
  • i have an overactive imagination
  • absolutely horrible at art and wish i was a better artist
  • i'll try not update again until i'm finished 2-3 things from the following new WMBD list:
NEW what must be done

1. english CT
  • research notes
  • bristol boards
  • oral presentation
2. science CT
  • part a: chart
3. mini christmas to-do
  • buy presents
  • wrap presents
  • make goodies for other special people ♥
  • plan what to do for friday
  • clothes shopping for holiday parties
  • operation holiday cheer: skating, gingerbread homes, carolling, music video with y, n & ?
4. memorize songs/scales/studies for violin exam
5. practice songs/scales/studies for violin exam
6. achieve vibrato
7. chapters visit
8. visit heartland h&m
this will constantly be edited. don't expect an update until after tuesday at least - unless something epic huge happens.


so stop pretending
Wednesday, December 3, 2008

"Without music, life would be a mistake."
- Friedrich Nietzsche
i vehemently disagree with nietzsche on many levels, but this philosophy has become my mindset, in a way. violin exams are coming up - well, they're in january - but it's still frighteningly near. it means i won't be able to truly relax for a long, long time. i'm going to need to practice, memorize, be able to play for long periods of time, etc.
i've decided that in light of the extreme workload i have right now, i will need as much concentration and focus i can muster in order to get through it all and still maintain my mid-term average. this will be quite an undertaking all before the holidays.
this will definitely be a long and harrowing process. i'm going to have to devote all my time and energy to these 2 "projects" since - sadly - they're the most important things in my life right now, although they definitely aren't always in my mind.

in a sad attempt to get my priorities straight, i will refrain from blogging, facebooking, talking on the phone, hanging out, going on msn (as if that will be a problem for me), watching tv, etc. until i have at least 2 or 3 things on the WMBD list accomplished.
social suicide, here i come.

one fun thing i'd like to do though, before the holidays, is make that christmas music video i've been itching to create with yg and nn. details coming.

what must be done
  1. business marketing challenge report - half of a CT
  2. english short story essay - CT
  3. science ecology - CT
  4. part a: chart
  5. part b: slideshow
  6. part c: pamphlet
  7. memorize songs/scales/studies for violin exam
  8. practice songs/scales/studies for violin exam
  9. chapters visit
  10. visit heartland h&m
P.S. business trip to downtown on monday, can't wait!



debbie hernandez, 16.
i live/breathe/love music.


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