

scrolling through postsecret today when i saw the above near the bottom of the page and the floodgates almost cracked open again! but i did manage to restrain myself, so all is well. i just can't believe that secret would be up there and that i'd read it today of all days. i mean, i've gone on postsecret numerous times and i've only been able to identify with a few of the postcards and even then, only lightly.
but this really touched me and now i find myself wondering if she wrote it. my heart goes out to her and him. i really care about him and i'm so glad that he shared something with me even though i haven't seen him for so long. i hope he'll have another one because any child would be lucky to have him as a father. i know i would. he seemed so heartbroken, but he was still smiling and i admire people who can do that. i could only hope i'll be able to meet someone one day with those qualities. my heart goes out to you and maybe one day, the void in your heart will be healed. thank you so much for all you've taught me.
i can't even imagine what it would be like to have a miscarriage and my mom can't enlighten me on this since she's had all healthy pregnancies; even my grandmother had 12 single pregnancies, no complications whatsoever!
i guess it's simply in the genes then, so i probably (knock on wood) won't have to experience a miscarriage but my heart still goes out to all those who are struggling with it everyday, that they might heal their hearts, persevere and have the courage to try again. i'm also praying especially for the fathers and siblings, and someone in particular. thank you for being so strong... i wish everyone would realize what he has to go through instead of just judging.
please pray for them - i know i will.